What I'm Doing Now

Last updated: September 27th, 2026

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It's been a while since I've updated my now page. I can't lie, I've been pretty busy which is exactly how I like it. From March, I had a break in the job I was doing at the time and had the opportunity to visit New Zealand. There, I met my partner's family and saw the beauty of the south island. The vibes there just felt right. The experience that sticks to me the most is all the old cars that were being driven. Sure, it's a direct reflection of their economy and how everyone is doing, but it felt nice. I have a soft spot for older modded cars. From there, I worked in Waskaganish for about six weeks and prepared for the big move to the city of Montreal.

The move was arduous to say the least. A jam packed day of moving everything out of my storage unit into a U-Haul truck, driving to said city, and unpacking was a feat. I slept peacefully that night. The next month was consistently filled with unpacking as much as I could as I'm not one to keep bags or boxes sitting for a long time. I want my space to immediately feel like home, which, yes will require a considerable amount of energy.

The summer in the city was a vibe, great food, great people, great events.

Now it is autumn and naturally it's the time of year where things start to slow down. As a side note, I have for the majority of my teenage and adult life been a die hard summer enjoyer and appreciator, but a shift is happening inside where autumn just seems to be it at the moment.

Now, what am I doing currently?

Myself

I am coming back to myself and getting back in touch with the things I enjoy. This includes but is not limited to: playing the piano, singing, dancing, lounging, writing, gaming.

I am also learning that I actually enjoy cooking, which could not have been said years ago. I am slowly learning the guitar, but I can't seem to get past the pain and play long enough to form callouses that will help me play for longer. I don't doubt that I can power through eventually, though. I have always had a muted desire to form my thoughts and feelings into art, so I am also on another slow journey of learning how to draw. I am finding extreme comfort in writing for myself every single day; making sense of my internal workings, planning the day, envisioning the future that inevitably begins now, writing musings of my observations of the world.

I am finding comfort in coming home to myself.

Moving My Body

I am always going to do my best to be in movement, even if it's only once a week. I've had a heel injury since April that has not been getting better and it affecting my knee, my gait, and creating an imbalance in my body. I have to be honest, I'm not doing anything to make it better. I am only doing weight training, biking a ton, walking when I can, and only recently began running at the track.

I am almost at the point where it will be inevitable.

Business

I'm finally in the process of creating something for myself with the help of others. I am re-writing the story that money is painful, hard to get, and hard to keep. It is instead incredibly easy to attain, to attract, and to keep. I am successful in all my endeavours.

Reading/Watching/Playing/Reading/Listening

Reading: Nothing at the moment
Watching:Hunter x Hunter, The Wilds, And Just Like That, INVINCIBLE
Playing: Overwatch (an unhealthy amount of it), The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom (finally did the final boss fight :3)
Listening:
Singles: (been on repeat since forever) Midnight Sun by Zara Larrson, HARD by FKA Twigs, Who Knows by Daniel Caesar, Do Ya Think I'm Sexy? by Rod Stewart, TEA by Rema, Hot Body by Ayra Starr, places to be by Fred Again..., Laserbeam by Ray Volpe

Albums: Feels Like Home by Norah Jones, Fruit for Flies by The Army, The Navy, Son of Spergy by Daniel Caesar, Chopin: Complete Nocturnes by Brigitte Engerer (Frederic Chopin), Submarine by The Marias, A*POP by Tyla, What Are The Odds by Jorja Smith, The Reykjavik Sessions by Laufey

I feel as if...

There is an incredible shift happening to me at the moment. My job is to keep up this energetic momentum that I've created and that is coming to me naturally. This is a season of creation, of flow. I strongly feel that in returning to myself unapologetically that I will in turn help others do the same. To be ourselves is to live in reality, is to be true.